Wish you were here

To the first man I loved,

We've been together for three years, those three years full of unconditional love that no man in this world can replace. Those years that you took care of me, give every simple things that I want and bring me in every place you go because you don't want me to be sad. Although I can't recall few memories of ours but every moments with you that I remember, I treasured them all.

Exactly 16 years and 3 days from today since you left us.... since you left me. That day, I thought you we're just sleeping in a big white rectangle box, I'm always asking mom why are you sleeping so long without even eating and I'm so worried because I know you were hungry and thirsty but you still didn't woke up until the last day that I saw you still sleeping in that area. I grew up slowly accepting the fact that you will not comeback anymore, at the same time realizing the pain that you're gone. I'm always wondering what if you we're here by my side, maybe I could learn how to use bike, maybe you could teach me how to play guitar, maybe I could learn many things from you, maybe you could teach me how to become stronger and braver and maybe I could feel the feeling of having a father that will always protect me. Maybe you're gone but the love you gave will always stay in my heart and in my mind.

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White pen

Crepe paper

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Ribbon